i wanna make you smile
whenever you’re sad
carry you around when your arthritis is bad
all i wanna do, is grow old with you

I’ll get you medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
So, it could be so nice growing old with you..

I’ll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you’ve had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man that grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you. ..

i think i have a problem with myself.
and i acknowledge that problem, but i cant get myself to face up to that.

so as long as i cant do that, i can only envy others.

ive got so much i want to say.
but im turning back to traditional paper and pen.

BYEBYE BLOG, PERIOD.

they say, happy people don’t blog.

i agree

im busy and happy.
lost touch with technology, and ive forgotten how to blog.

school’s starting in a week’s time.
timetable has been alright.

gonna balance my 5-day school, 4-day work, 5-day jeetkunedo.
its crazy, i know. (:
but fulfilling, you know?

till then.

WITH A TUMMY FILLED WITH LOVE,
YOURS TRULY.

I GOT A FEELING, THAT TONIGHT IS GONNA BE A GOOD NIGHT

blogging from the airport free access now.
and im so eggcited XD

HOKKAIDOOOOOOO, HERE I COME!
people, miss me kays! HAHAHAHA

when was the last time you were really happy and smiling from the bottom of your heart?

Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone,
and do not be troubled about the future, for it has yet to come.
Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

God has been really nice and kind to me, besides the upcoming results release, i have zero worries. Life has been great, really. (:
work has been really boring though ): everyday, i stand at the barista counter, getting myself entertained by the really dumb cadbury advertisment:

i swear i watch this at least 99 times each time i work. so much so that soon, i will know how to do the eyebrows moves. haha!
I have always believe that im one blessed and lucky girl, and the F1 job this weekends proved me right. HAHA. my dearest aliyo babyae’s swayness has been overcome by laoniang’s hengness XD
3 days at esplanade, i hope our sales is bad and we have to close at 11pm daily so i can go home earlier.
and i hope the F1rocks concert over at padang will be really loud so i can hear from opposite, some decent entertainment.

off to bed, work and training tomorrow
and sheesh, results out on wednesday. GOD BLESS!

Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards.

Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be strong. But being strong isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance. Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be strong for once. You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day. It’s okay to let down your guard. In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do… as long as you choose your moments wisely.

sometimes many time, i caught myself thinking, whether converting over to Christianity was a wrong decision.
i didnt dare to reply their messages ’cause i feel guilty and bad to tell them i cant make it for service/cell group. ive never went for a single cellgroup meeting/session cause i felt extremely odd and out after the first one, hmm. do they even call that a session? whatever it is, its those talking sessions after service. they pray as though they were really well prepared and it sounded so nice its like they were singing! yeah, i think and i know i’ll learn as long as i go, but i cant help but to feel really uncomfortable there. i still believe in Him, but yea, maybe i should go for services alone/grab shijia along until i feel more comfortable being around Christians?

anyway, ive been baking and experimenting different recipes i found online this holiday. total yayness. ive been spending alot on flour, frosting, cream etc. i guess, some 3 years ago, i shouldnt have gone the accountancy route. but still, its down to my last sem if nothing goes wrong, and im not looking forward cause i would have some decision making to do ):
and ive got some schedule for myself to do.

mental note for myself: slot in korean and gym and swimming.

service with shijia next sunday, stayover at her place ; Hokkaido in 19days. at least there are things worth looking forward to.

i have a dream

Everyone including you & I, we all have our own dreams in this lifetime. Some of us we have big humongous dreams, while some of us have small simple dreams.

Everything around us that has ever been invented birthed forth out of someone’s audacity to dream and to bring it to pass. Dreams requires us to take courage to convert it into actions.

I have big dreams, happy dreams, great dreams & simple dreams & I desire all of them to come to pass.

It requires audacity to bring dreams to pass.
Today, what is your dream? When did you last dreamt about your life?
Will you be strong & of good cheer to bring your dream to come to pass?
Let us all dream together our dreams of our lifetime.

i will get there.

cause i hang on to my dreams dearly close to my heart, no matter how long it takes, i will open my own cafe.

The Complete Life’s Little Instuction Book.

Every day show your family how much you love them with your words, with your touch, and with your thoughtfulness.

Lie on your back and look at the stars.

Practice empathy. Try to see things from other people’s point of view.

Don’t spread yourself too thin. Learn to say no politely and quickly.

Accept pain and disappointment as part of life.

Don’t expect life to be fair.

Never underestimate the power of love.

Never underestimate the power of forgiveness.

Hear both sides before judging.

Be courteous to everyone.

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*Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio

“To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I’ve ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:

1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.
8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.
12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ‘In five years, will this matter?’
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.
35. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s,we’d grab ours back.

41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.”

US trip cancelled )):
APEC ambassador uniform fitting done((: